how would it be this time?

how would it be this time?
who knows about it?
can you tell me how it will be this time?
different or the same?

i hope it will be different this time.
i really hope for it.

looking at the pictures where taken last year on 20th next month,
im wondering whether it will be different this time or still the same like last year.
hmm.




i love this picture so much.


and i hope results will be different this time.
it will be the same, please and thank you.


p/s : im not totally talking bout my birthday okay, dont misunderstand~
p/s : walao, i emo kao kao this few days >.<''
p/s : im just being me !!
p/s : no movies for now :( (boyfie back hometown tomorrow :( )
p/s : i hate this semester's TIMETABLE !!!


It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now

hubby going back tomorrow.
i'll feel sad of course.
so do him.
haiz.
what to do.
cant stop him from going back one right.
im gonna miss you much~
i love you, wayne

one more month to go.

birthday?
results?
PT?

nah ! is EVERYTHING !
the most scariest thing is result gonna out soon in one month time.
the most scariest thing ever.

how how how?
GOD, GUAN YIN MA, BUDDHA, please BLESS me !!
BLESS my love one too
and all my friends who are waiting for result too.

i already done my best for the past one month.
i hope it really works for me to pass and graduate.

PT is just around 2 weeks. Lots of things to memorize and study..
LAW, you know i love you right?
COSTING, i wont leave you alone of cos.
i love both of you !!


p/s : being so stressful
p/s : i lame i know :D just ignore yea ^^
p/s : wondering there's any surprise on my birthday?
i have class on that day. (the whole day some more) WTF!!
p/s : bless us please !


i should not be childish anymore. jolyne ah jolyne, be mature abit ! ishh!

hubby,
im being childish all the time.
i know i shouldn't.
but,
whenever i close my eyes i will think of that.
sorry, my bad ):
i love you, wayne

everyday is gloomy for me

Everyday just not a good day for me i guess.
Things doesn't go as what i wanted it to be.

I dont know whether am i doing the right thing.
I feel so regret after doing that.
It makes me feel even more down when i thinks of it.
I try to sleep just to forget everything,
but,
everything pops out once i close my eyes.
If you are in my situation,
Im sure you will have the same feeling as i am.
Tears eventually flows down to my cheeks.
Everything seems so scary.
Haiz ~
I hate those feelings ):


New semester started 2 weeks already. Everything goes normal with classes for long hours. August coming in two weeks time means result are getting much closer. Im so worry bout my paper although it was easy compared to previous sitting. i can smile for the whole night right after the paper but i still worry about it. I dont have any confident on it. How? :( I must and i want to graduate this semester. I wanna wear the rope so badly and takes lots of pictures with my friends. Hopefully i can.

God bless us~
Buddha bless us ~
Guan Yin Ma bless us~


Why do you still keeping those unrelated things?
Im jealous you know?
Haiz~


p/s : Jealousy do kills me !!
p/s : Im so nervous about my result. Hopefully everyone will pass. *pray hard*
p/s : August is my month but i dont really get excited about it. why??
p/s : My car full of bird's shit. WTF !!! i had clean my car just now.. Wont ever park at that stupid place anymore !!! URGH!!
p/s : Told you, everyday is not my day ):

hubby,
im happy to see you today.
But,
im sad to know things that i dont wanna know ):
i hope nothing is kept between us.
hmm !
i love you, wayne

hair is cut after so long

Went for hair cut after so long cause i cant stand with my split hair at the end of my hair. Since my aunt is back from Singapore for few days, i decided to cut my annoying hair. Not totally cut to short la. I still want my hair to be long long okay.

my aunt said that i have 4 inches of split hair. OMG!! i just asked her to just trim my hair. So, just cut the 2 inches of the split hair. I feel my hair is short already but theboyfriend said is not (: hee hee

I also cut my fringe ( a bit only la ) Dont dare to cut so short. I dont like my curly fringe. I prefer straight fringe =x





And my wire rubber band just broken ):
i love it very much one. *sobsob


p/s : i know there's not much difference with my hair.
p/s : many things that i wanted will not go that smooth. why ah ? I HATE IT SO MUCH !!
p/s : i want myboyfriend now ):

hubby,
i want you so much~
and i miss you so much~
when can me meet again? ):
i love you, wayne

喜欢装没事 其实最累了

i hate being ignored
i hate being left alone
i hate being abandoned

i hate those who chat half way and go away without telling me
i hate those who reply me LATE
i hate those who dont reply me when i find them
i hate those who went offline without telling me

I HATE EVERYTHING!!!


p/s : everyone have their own limit of patience
p/s : im just being pissed off
p/s : im sorry ):

i dont know why i burst to tears suddenly ):
im sorry ):
im too miss you d hubby~
thats why im like that.
i need to see you everyday.
i love you, wayne

Yours Truly is back~

Yours Truly is back.

New semester started on Monday means normal day is going on again. I only have classes on Monday, Tuesday and Friday which means im off on Wednesday and Thursday. wee!!!
but,
all my classes ends at 615pm which means JAM time. I hate stuck in the jam, i know most of you who drive do right?
Everyday jam for like half an hour to an hour just to reach home.
kinda tired.


Lets not talk about the hectic topic.
Lets jump to a happy topic.

Trips Trips Trips
Thats what i had whistlist in my previous post^^

Trips with my besties to Malacca and Port Dickson (:

Waiting for Angeline to finish her final while im having my holiday by staying at home rotting. ( not totally rot la. I did go out sometimes )

Right after she finished her final,
We going for trip on the 30th June to 2nd July.

We went to Malacca to meet the boyfriend first.
guess what, i cant contact him when we almost reached there.
about 40 missed calls he got.. wakaka

We straight went to our hotel to rest while waiting for him. He reached in half an hour time and we went to had our lunch at Jonker Street. We had famous chicken rice ball there and we went for a walk.
Before we leave, we went to temple for some praying.
I really hopes everything are fine.
Buddha bless us~

After that, we went to the Jetty since it was windy that day. We walked til the end of the Jetty and then walked back. Dataran Pahlawan was so near to Jetty, so we walked there to get some air-conditioning's air in the shopping mall. :D

At first, we planned to watch movie there, but, the movie we wanted to watch haven been screening yet. So, we just planned to sing k at the jetty at night. We sang from 10 something til 1am. While we were singing, it rains heavily outside with thunder storm. (before we already get to sing it already rains okay. Not our fault XD )

Guess what, Malacca was flooded. So shocked when i saw the level of the water. Most of the car ( including the boyfriend's car) don't dare to move forward to the direction. the water level is so high. I wanna pity the Satria Neo and Viva. Both of the cars were stuck in the middle of the flood. Guess the car cannot be started d. Tsk Tsk Tsk

The next day, we went for dim sum and then straight to Port Dickson. GPS guide us all the way to Port Dickson and take us more than one hour to reach Eagle Ranch ( the place we stay ). Nothing much we did there. Went to the beach in the evening after we have enough rest in the room. There were no beach around there. We need to drive out about 10 minutes to the beach.

Once we reach there, we had a ride on banana boat. it was fun and we enjoy it. We choose to 'peng' ( in hokkien) the banana boat. At first im scare ( i know i am stupid ) but, actually i am enjoying it. The 'peng' moment is the best lar. Everyone were down to the sea and i was on top of someone and i don't know who is that. Haha. After that, we went to play beside the seaside and of course taking pictures are not to forget. bwahaha.. We took many many pictures there and not most of the pictures is me la although im not a camera shy person. Cannot always 'qiang jing tou' one ma. XD

The next day, the guys went for swimming in the swimming pool while the gals start packing the stuff. After checking out, we went for walked around the Eagle Ranch. We went to see horses, rabbits and etc. We get to feed to rabbits in the rabbits farm and they were so cute. This reminds me of my cousin's small rabbits. :(

Then, nothing to do there already we start our journey back home. Before that, we stopped at one place to had our lunch before we back. Guess what, I drive all the way back home XD.. The boyfriend keep ask me drive slowly because im driving his car =x (im a safe driver okay)

Thats all about the trips with my besties ^^
I wants another trip so badly =(


p/s : awesome trip with my besties and friends and the boyfriend =)
p/s : all the photos in FACEBOOK. I did not have any pictures with me.
p/s : i wan back my KIWI smoothies ! heheheheh

im so happy that i spend so many days with baby.
i really enjoy this trip with him.
feel so warm.
i hope he do have the same feeling as me (:
and now,
im missing you so badly ):
i love you, wayne