boyfriend's big day

today is the day

is the day im waiting for sometime already

is boyfriend's birthday~

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to my dear wayne

happy birthday to you

muackz~

may all your wish comes true~

all the best in everything~

good luck in coming exam~

we together jiayou~

hope boyfriend like the prezzie i gave to him

i prepare all those things till 2am eh

watched 2012 with him today~

actually wanna watch at 1245pm but when we get there the seats for that time left the first 2 rows..i dont like it and so do him..so we watched at 215pm..so we have 2 hours time before we entered to cinema..went shopping awhile and then went for lunch..im quite sad when 1245pm slot is full..but i didnt turn up my sad face to him cause today is his birthday..must happy happy with him ma..

the movie was around 2hour 15 minutes long..i sit til my back also pain..after movie, dont plan to walk already..boyfriend need to go back to hometown after that..so, i said lets go home...me and him was like ‘向左走向右走’..im quite sad when our back gonna face each other and say goodbye..time really flies..wish the time stops when im with him..missing him already...i dont know why today i feel quite moody and emo again..haiz...

p/s : boyfriend said he likes the prezzie very much (:

p/s : i cried when watching 2012 and so do him..2012 was awesome!!!!

p/s : hope to celebrate boyfriend burfday every year together with him (:

how if the world really ends just exactly like the movie?will it have the three big ships?can some of the people survive just like them?i wonder...

miss boyfriend very much~

i want him now~

):

wayne and aaron's early burfday celebration

burfday celebration for aaron and wayne (:

went for steamboat at sunway~

do not have class on that particular day but my other friends including boyfriend have class..so i stay at home to study..hehe..

had ballet class after that..suppose to go for temple's dinner but at last went sunway to celebrate aaron and wayne's early birthday...imma reached there around 830pm..i still manage to find the place although my friend just told me exactly where is the place...not in details la...LOL..im still clever to find that place..boyfriend came out to bring me in.so sweet of him (:

we ate we had fun we camwhore at last..we played too

..with the bitrhday boys..hahaha..funny pattern we have..i didnt manage to ate much cause i had no appetite to eat..i dont know why...and im feeling little tired after my ballet class...overall enjoy the times...^^

after that went to friends house to stay overnight..have class early in the morning the next day..slept quite late in the night..boyfriend also went back late too...cause wanna accompany me ma...he is so so so sweet (:

i miss the boyfriend alot~

emo-ing again

my mood suddenly becomes down

i dont know what had happen

it happens suddenly

haiz

whenever i online my mood will become down

then, i got things to blog when i got emo

im easily got emo and sad

not even that, my tears easily drops too

whenever i see people crying in reality or movies

i will cry too

tears drops automatically and does not need me to ask them out

haiz

so depressed but i will be strong in front of everyone

is hard to wear a mask outside

anyhow have to wear also

haiz

miss boyfriend beyond~

More Time

jolyne needs more time to study

she has not enough time to study in this 3 weeks

24 hours a day is TOTALLY not enough for her

she needs more time SERIOUSLY

MORE TIME!!

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tomorrow is the big day for all SPM candidates

all the best to all of you tomorrow

all the best to all STPM candidates too

all of you can make it

never give up (:

jia you^^

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6 more days to boyfriend birthday

still under planning

shhhh~ dont let him know ya

if not, no surprise for him d..hehe

hope he'll like the surprise and present i give

the surprise stil under process..

stay tuned to know what is that...hehe

went shopping with mum and aunt today~

legs cramp already~LOL

bought some shirts~

missing boyfriend much~

cant see him for a week~

kinda sad~

he is going back hometown again~

revision class on saturday

saturday is the day for me to rest but have revision in the morning..

and guess what, i went in after lunch break..lol

in the morning i had modern class after that i went for revision class..

did some questions there while waiting for them for lunch break...attend 2 and a half hours of class then class dismiss...tot of accompany boyfriend today but he still helping his uncle work at ipoh..so, he ask me to back home..im so so down after i saw that message..might as well went home rather than waiting..hmm..cant see him today lo..):):

my back still pain like shit...sit also cant sit properly..might as well just tahan the pain..haiz...

friends went to watch 2012 and so do my GRANDMA..lol.my grandma is so so updated..i haven watch 2012 but she did already..

heard many people says that the movie was AWESOME..damn real..i wanna watch it too..but just dont know when is it...):

miss boyfriend much~

he must be tired working d~

*sob sob~

useless

im so so useless

cant manage my things properly

damn useless la jolyne

having serious backache due to the lt4 bench..haiz

pain like hell

miss boyfriend~

when can i see him again?

i need him ): ):

loong day

second day of revision class today..

did lots of questions with lecturer and my mind and hands now are stunned..

brain cant even work for the entire class..

tired and sleepy..had a nap for 2 hours just now but it wasnt enough for me..

might as well sleep early later..i dont think it works..

now is already 1145pm, and im still blogging here..wont sleep early already one la...zzz

even if sleeps early also will turn here turn there..been few night im not sleeping very well..panda eyes is finding me and so do pimples..haiz..

i shall stop here..continue my revision..

miss boyfriend~

FRUSTRATED~

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant take it anymore T.T

im stress ):

i cant concentrate now thats why im here blogging out ...

haiz~

tiring day

first day of revision class

hard to sleep last night..it makes me sleepy this morning and hardly concentrate in the class..hmm...nothing much to describe college stuff..but i rush back home from college to modern jazz exam...i drove 140km/h..lol..

after that, reached home rush to my room to change to exam atire..it tooks me 10 minutes to settle everything and then rush to studio for the exam..along the way back from college, many incoming calls that it makes me nervous..i tot im late for the exam and cant take the exam..luckily it haven...my cousin still waiting for me at my house..luckily i still manage to reach there to take my exam..overall ok la but i did some mistakes and no energy when im dancing...but i had already use up all my energy to dance..but still cant see my energy...hmmm..and now i hope can pass this exam...

after exam, have 2 hours break time before ballet class starts..after the exam, i totally have no energy at all..plus, didnt sleep well yesterday makes me more tired..hmm.went to the class for 1 hour 30 minutes as the class are 2hours..i went back early cause im tired...guess what..tot can reach home early but i STUCKED in the JAM for ONE HOUR...zzz..this pissed me off man...dah la im tired d..jam somemore makes me lagi fire...agrhhh..

im still emo-ing from yesterday till now..i have no idea what had happen to me..hmm..just let me emo only la...i like to emo one..

really miss boyfriend much~

although we are so near, yet so far~

it has been 3 days i never see him~

):

emo-ing

im emo-ing again

no one knows what im thinking

no one knows what i want

no one understand me at all

not everyone's fault

is just my fault

my problem

the only problem is me, myself

what had happen to me?

haiz~

just down ask me why

me, myself also dont know what is the reason

haiz~

p/s : to all my friends, do not let my emo-ness makes all of you got affected~this is just me when im emo..

p/s : bloggie readers are getting lesser and lesser..is it i seldom update makes everyone stop viewing my bloggie? nah~ its ok..im very fine with it..

revision classes starts tomorrow and i haven prepare for it..haiz~

need to really study from now onwards~

good luck friends~

not to forget, to angeline : good luck for your final exam this week..gambateh..never give up...

jia you~

missing boyfriend very much~

poker king

after a week didnt see boyfriend..today get to meet him d..so happy oh..

at first he think of cancelled the movie outing..luckily he didnt..if not im so so pissed off with him..and im not goin to talk to him either...luckily u didnt disappoint me...

we went for movie...we watched poker king..

the story line is bout how to success in playing poker texas..how can u cheat others to help u to win..i think is like that la..cause i dont know how to explain in words..LOL

im so happy to be with him today after a week did not see him..miss him much much~

when is the next time we meet again?hmm?

the time pass so fast as we together..i hope the time will stop at the moment so that we can have more time to be together..hmm..kinda down because of this..

fun is over and gonna start studying for my finals..+ oil friends~

HAPPY BURFDAY DADDY~ (:

p/s : after all, i still dont know how to play poker texas..LOL

p/s : i knew he wanted to go for badminton..he did ask me whether wanna go there find them anot..eventhogh he is with me but where is his mind?haiz~

i dont know whats my mood right now..

tears drop down when i listen to 失落沙洲 by 徐佳莹~

everything im listening to it, my tears will automatically drop down..

am i the one who thinks too much?

haiz~

who knows what am i thinking?

miss boyfriend a lot a lot~

did not need to apologise~

i know the reason~

hmm~

i miss you~