自己的心声

不出聲的人 不是沒脾氣，有時候只是 不想計較太多。沒有人一輩子順利，也沒有人一輩子不如意，但不管發生任何事情 總會有雨過天晴的一天 。幸福快樂，不會從天而降，挫折，失敗，是幸福的必經路。


最近觉得自己很傻
很容易被影响
很容易发脾气
很容易流眼泪


是他让我感觉到悲伤
是他让我每晚睡不好
是他让我每晚都哭泣


我也有烦恼
我的烦恼多得很
不知道该怎么做 =(


考试快到了~
该念书去了~

没有人比我更爱你
i love you, wayne

Imma Back

I'm back after Nth months not updating my blog.


New Year

I didn't manage to celebrate new year outside because the boyfriend does not like the crowd. But i manage to go 三叔公 to buy foods back home =) *HUGE THANKS TO AUNTIE AND UNCLE WHO SPEND THEIR TIME ALL THE WAY FROM JASIN TO MALACCA* ^^


New Semester Starts

I take 2 papers this semester so my schedule not very pack. i only have classes on Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday. I only meet my course mates on Wednesday and Friday. We only same class for one paper this semester. I miss the fun we having last semester. I miss every single things we did in the class. =(


Chinese New Year

Everyone are preparing for Chinese New Year. Most of my friends are back to their hometown ( including the boyfriend ). Everyone shop for new clothes, new shoes, and many things. Houses are decorated with all the Chinese New Year stuff. Chinese New Year songs were played everywhere. CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DAYS TO COME!! 2 more days 2 more days!! teehee


Weather

Keep rain these few days. Many places flood because of the rain. Johor, one of the states that have the worse flood in Malaysia. Other places floods too including Malacca, Sabah, Pahang. See all the people who lost their accomodation. Some people who lost their beloved one. Feel so sad for them.



Haha. I'm reporting news leh!! i can become a reporter d. LOL.
I had change my hairstyle and hair colour.






I miss the boyfriend so much. He just back hometown few days ago and i start missing him already =(

hubby,
i miss you so much.
i wish to go back with you this CNY.
but,
i wouldn't happen =(
i love you, wayne

Always the one who get BLAME!

Things doesn't goes well these few days.
Something have just stuck in between and make things gone worse.

Im back to the emo world which full of
darkness,
sorrow,
sadness,
loneliness.

I am always the one who get BLAME!
sometimes with reasons and sometimes not.

I always smile with my fake smile.
I always hide all my feelings.
I always pretend nothing happen.
but,
actually i am torture and stress.

Don't you know that i am stress too?
You thought you are the one who only stress?

If you feel relieve after BLAMING me,
just go ahead la !
Haiz =(


You wont know how much tears i cried for you.
You wont know how worry i am when you are sick or anything happens.
Haiz =(


iamwhoiam

sorry =(
i love you just the way you are.
but,
would you love me as who i am ?
i love you, wayne

Your's Truly is BACK

I know i've been missing for sometime already.
I hope i still have readers who come visit my blog.

Finals is around the corner.
It is less than ONE MONTH!! OHHH EMMMM GEEEEE!!!

This is why i neglected my blog for so long.
i've been facing books and 'facebook'.
but not my blog..hahaha..

I do have many pending posts
but,
i think i wont be updating all the pending posts.
Because there are many many posts.

To all my readers,
Dont miss me when im missing in action for one two months ya =)


imgoingHIATUS

BYEs!! i'llbebacksoon *wink



Boyfriend's birthday is around the corner.
What should i do for him?hmm?
How to surprise him?

boyfriend gonna back hometown to take his final.
we are going to meet each other for almost one month.
it is long wey.
i'll miss you very much hubby.
what should i do for him?
i love you, wayne

真的想知道 你最近好吗？
附上我温暖的笑容 亲切的问候
还有100%的关心


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笑一个吧。
让牙齿出来 “晒晒太阳”
做个温暖的太阳欲

除了可以感受到太阳的温度
还可以与身边的人
分享你的快乐哦~

卡擦！
就笑一个吧 ！





耍个小酷。
让生活变得不一样。
但也别太酷哦 ！

慢慢元气 + 甜美笑容
才等于完美生活 ！

加油吧 ！





快乐...？
有一点。

烦恼...？
好像也有不少。

开心...?
最近好像少了一些。

担心...?
有。

想到你
就总是这样
想...太...多...

有空的话，
就和我联络联络吧。



p/s : just to keep my blog alive (i know i did not update for so long edy)