There comes a point in your life when u realize
who matters,
who never did,
who won't anymore,
and who always will.

So,
dun worry about people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
forget about the one's who don't.

Believe everything happens for a reason,
if you get a second chance,
grab it with both hands.
if it changes your life,
let it.
nobody said life would be easy,
they just promised it would be worth it.

Friends are like balloons,
once you let them go,
you might not get them back.

Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and,
problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away.

Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong,
that we forgot what's right and wrong.
Sometimes we just don't realize,
what real friendship means until it is too late.

I don't want to let it happen,
so i'm gonna tie you to my heart,
so i never lose you.

-happy-

yeah!!!
i pass my ballet exam...
i've got 65 marks..
and i predict i can get more than that...
but i'm happy with...
at last can up another level to advanced found...^^

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks.. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.

-horoscope-

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny.. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Like competition. Get what they Want.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative..May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details.. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive.. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up ( Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes.. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

its been so long that i didnt meet my ji mui lei...i miss them a lot..everyone are busying with their stuff and we cant really hangout.
i remember the days we had together for 3 months...although it as short but i really appreciate it alot...for my dorm mate, i really thanks to yee peng and ting yuan cause they willing to hear my feelings when i feel very emo...and we also share our stuff and talk bout our things..as for my company's ji mui...i know i treat u all very bad when in camp.but i know u all know how i feel when i scolded u all...and u all just had some kind of hate me but i dun really cares..cause i know u'll be there when i need u all...i just wanna apologise to u all...SORRY!!!
JOLYNE really miss u all...
hope we can meet soon lar..^^
lurb u all lots..muax...

feel bored thats why i upload this photo...
i like this photo very much...its taken by sheena..
thx for this photo ya^^
lame me...LOL

hmmm..
its 2.16am d...
and i still haven sleep...
dunno plan what time to sleep d...
lol...
late sleep and i'm not studying as finals are coming...
what should i do??
keep my modem??
stop my streamyx???

-TRUE FRIENDSHIP-

Once in a lifetime
you find a friend
who touches not only your heart
but also your soul

Once in a life time
you discover someone
who stands beside you,
not over you,

Once in a life time
if you are lucky
you find someone
as i have found you

very special people
we can be ourselves with
talk with, laugh with,
hope with and believe with.

-20112008-

today as usual i wake up at 630am..and reach college at 740am..that time jia juen n mei sze haven reach so i decided to SLEEP...LOL..cause this few days not enough sleep..after a while jia juen came n i didnt realise it...haha..i sleep like a pig d so i dunno when he came..after that, mei sze reach and she sms me call me to wake up..and i saw the msg den i continue to sleep..haha...me memang pig la...no wonder my nickname is panda n piggy lar...lol...then we go have our breakfast n den back to college to STUDY...we just study for one hour + oni...den ke li came n join us...then we went to NEWAY to celebrate aaron's burfday..this was a surprised for him..and he didnt know we are celebrating with him..haha..before we went to NEWAY, the gals went to taipan to get aaron's burfday cake..its a fruit cake....at first he wanted to have DURIAN CAKE...it sounds *yucks* rite...lol..while da guys<> reach der at first...then we straight go NEWAY at ss15..if i not mistaken la...haha..i not so sure all the place in subang...cause i'm not from subang...lol..den we sing til very HIGH..haha..lots of food we have n is kinda full...we sing from 11am til 3pm..one hour xtra for us...so we able to sing lots of songs...^^after that we went back to college to continue our STUDIES...and i study for half and hour den i went back liao...the sky outside was dark n it gonna rain very very soon...i manage to reach home before it rains very heavy...haha...really had fun today n somehow feel very tired lor...

-meaningful sentences-

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

I've learned....
That life is like a roll of toilet paper.
The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned....
That we should be glad God doesn't give us
everything we ask for.
I've learned....
That money doesn't buy class.
I've learned...
That it's those small daily happenings
that make life so spectacular.
I've learned...
That under everyone's hard shell
is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned....
That the Lord didn't do it all in one day.
What makes me think I can?
I've learned....
That to ignore the facts does not change the facts
I've learned.
I've learned....
That the less time I have to work,
the more things I get done.

-WOW-

haha..
1st time slept at 3.30am yesterday...
and wake up at 10am today...
kinda tired but cant sleep..
hahaha...

WTF!!!

WTF!!!
my friendster kena hacked wei....
damn la..
all my friends inside gone..
just left 9 friends oni..
1500++ friends all gone!!!!
hate friendster nw...

-happy birthday to sheryne(my sis)-

Happy burfday to u!!!!

-15112008-

hmmm..went out v my besties!!!but ting not here v us..we went AEON at around 7pm...go greenbox to celebrate susin's burfday..she tot this is just an outing for us..she dunno we were planning to celebrate her burfday..i think she sure feel surprise...we sing till the whole greenbox also wan to drop d lor...lolx..i sing lots of songs today..some pics for ya...

tagged by wye keat

1.How many texts are in your inbox?
ermm..1154??

2.When did your last hug take place?
13th march..dats kinda long huh..

3. Are you a jealous person?
YES.

4.Are you tired right now?
erm..not really..

5.Do you chew on your straws
I dont own any straws...

6.Have you ever been called a tease?
NOpe.

7.Do you like to cuddle?
Yeah, who doesnt.

8.Do you cry easily?
of coz..

9.Are you a heavy sleeper?
em..mayb

10.Where is your cellphone?
in front of me...

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
depends...

12.Are you mad at someone right now?
....

13.Do you believe in love at first sight?
Quite..

14.What makes you laugh out loud?
ermm..anything..

15.Who was the last person you talked to?
My sis's fren...

16.Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
who like me??

17.Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
huh??!

18.Will you get married?
Of course...

19.When was the last time you smiled?
i forget d..lol

20.Does anyone like you?
i dunno..

21.Do you secretly like someone?
yeap^^

22.Who was the first person you talked to today?
mummy...

23.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
susin,cat,anyone else??

24.What are you NOT looking forward to?
my target...

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Yes...

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
sad?angry??no feeling??

27.Are you a forgiving person?
Depends...

28.What’s something you really want right now?
to pass my finals...

29.Do you fall for people easily?
yea..

30.Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex’s ?
em....

31.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
nothing...

32.Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
who is dat??

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
myself...

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
1.30..playing pet society??

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
nope..i wont..

36.Do you prefer to call or text?
Text, cause its cheaper.

37.When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
on da 25 june..

38.Who took your profile picture?
which profile pic?

39.Who was the last person you took a picture with?
mei sze..

40.Can you live a day without TV?
yes..hw long oso can..

41.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
forehead???

42.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
sleepy...*yawns

43.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
myself...

44.How often do you see your ex?

very long din see him d lor...

45.Would you ever donate blood?
I am scared of pain..

46.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yea...

47.Do you want someone dead?
no for sure..

48.What does your last text message say?
'lame...sorry..haha' from susin

50.What are you thinking about right now?
what to write in dis question...

51.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yes..

52.What time did you go to sleep last night?
1.30am

53.Where did you buy the shirt you’re wearing now?
its from my cousin..

54.Is someone on your mind right now?
of coz...

55.Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
never ever..

56.Who was the last person to text you?
susin..

57.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
mayb..

58.What are you listening right now?
fan spinning..

59.Did you sing at all today?
sure...

60.When’s the last time you cried?
25 june 2008

61.Who were you with yesterday?
ke li, mei sze , jj, aaron

62.Do you miss anyone?
i miss someone...

63.Who was the last person in your bed?
myself la..

64.Have you ever drank with your number one?
with my number one?

65.If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
err…. i dont know. =)

66.Do you want someone you can’t have?
yea..chang min from tvxq..

67.When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
just oni..

68.Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?
sleeping on my bed..

69.Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
dunno..

70.Do you want to tell someone something?
i love u..

Bonus question. Who do you want to tag?

aaron

-I wonder-

i wonder whats the feeling of having a relationship?
is it 'ma fan' or is it 'fun'?
for me,
last time i wants to have experience about it,
not with the first one but with the third one.

i wanna feel it again after sometimes,
but there are no chances for me to feel it,
although there are some but i don't really wanna feel it in that way,
and now i'm 18,
i wanna have a fixed relationship,
and i wanna have my the other half,
where is my true love??

my target was gone and i don't feel that i should give up,
i will still hold my target in my hands,
i will never let it go so easily.

-good starting-

its a good starting!!!

-gone-

GONE!!!
My TARGET gone!!!!
T.T

==

Is hard to get what u want,
Is hard to get what u like,
Is hard to know who u love,
Is hard to know what they think,
Whats the point???

...

IF YOU LEARN WITHOUT THINKING YOU WILL GAIN NO UNDERSTANDING...

->.<-

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!

-happy burfday 'people'-

happy burfday to u

happy burfday to u

happy burfday to u

happy burfday to u...

happy burfday to u ya..
may all ur wish comes true
all da best in future...
gud luck n take gud care of urself..
and again happy burfday my 'heng dai'

-사란해요-

사란해요....
i will just love u in the other way...
there is no way for me to use to love u...
the only way is this...
I LOVE U..

-DIE-

i'm die-ing for my homeworks for t5...left one more day for me to finish 20 questions...
DIE-ing..

happy burfday to daddy~

i'm here to wish my daddy happy burfday o...may u stay healthy forever n i love u very much..happy burfday o..^^
not to forget i also hope dat all my family members will stay healthy and happy forever!!!!^^v

at last...

phew!!!!at last mock exam is over...can relax abit d...den have to study for FINAL EXAM...is just one month from now....need to study harder d...hmmm....
haha...dis few days study so cant online...

=.=v

1st post of da month..^^
1stly..wanted to wish alicia n fatin HAPPY BURFDAY!!!
happy sweet 18th burfday to both of u...^^
take care ya...
2ndly..MOCK MOCK MOCK...not very happy with my results in da past test..so this time have to do well so that lecturer wont barred me from taking da final examination....