-I wonder-

i wonder whats the feeling of having a relationship?
is it 'ma fan' or is it 'fun'?
for me,
last time i wants to have experience about it,
not with the first one but with the third one.

i wanna feel it again after sometimes,
but there are no chances for me to feel it,
although there are some but i don't really wanna feel it in that way,
and now i'm 18,
i wanna have a fixed relationship,
and i wanna have my the other half,
where is my true love??

my target was gone and i don't feel that i should give up,
i will still hold my target in my hands,
i will never let it go so easily.