what it mean??

Yesterday I was out of control and I post my feelings and problems in my blog…and my best fren. Sheena, angeline and susin advise me and call me to confess to him..and that time I really very mindless..and I dunno what to do..and aaron also tell me to do so..hmm..i'm thinking and thinking and thinking…finally I made a decision to confess to him..and I really made it…here comes to the conversation between me and him…

Me: I got something to tell u..

Me: i just want to know the truth..i had feelings towards u..

Me: and hope that it will not change anything especially our friendship..

Him: sorry ar..these days lost contact…phone expired ler..

Him: erm…it wont change anything de la..no worry..

(p/s: I saw this I feel relax ler..phew..)

Him: u away?? I go bath 1^st lo…

Me: not away oso…

Him: but u reply me slow…

Me: didn’t realize got msg ma…

Him: my phone expired…got type msg for u d…that time oni realize cannot send out le…

Me: its ok la…go bath lar u…

Me wait for him for half an hour…while waiting for him I chat with shena and read my fren’s blog..and spam susin, sheena, angeline chatbox in blog…then I leave him msg and say I wanna off le….

Me: I off 1^st…

Me: what I say just now is true de…

Me: nitez

Me: bye

After that I off9 ler and I do something for a while and I went back to my room…actually wana open my laptop to type something but I didn’t open cause its 2am d..feel sleepy…everynite also sleep so late and wake up early..i know its not good for health but I just cant sleep that early…haha…then he sms me and say…

Him: 睡了哦？

如果刚才你说的是真的话…

我不董怎么给你反应哦…

因为我没有想到…

呵！

Him: sorry e. today busy whole day. outside relative house. Then late nite watching movie. Din touch phone. U sleep le o? dun wan wake u up le. goodnitez. take care(all this I typed b4 knowing my phone expire).morning 6.18am…haa.这信息几天前给你的~

Him: 做么那么突然的呢？我做过什么？

Me: 我也知道很突然…但这是感觉吧…

Him: 可能是突然的感觉…会消矢的？哈~ 我要看戏了哦…得空找你啦…拜~ 晚安…

Me : 你认为会消失？去看吧…我睡了哦…晚安…

Him: 好啦~安…应该会消失吧…呵

Our conversation just ended like that and I sleep jor..i really dunno what he thinks lar…I’m not understand him enough…but I really likes him wor..how???but at least I tell him I like him lor..thats a good starting after I confess to him…

(p/s : I lazy to transfer from mandarin to English..hehe)