有你的包围 我能再坚强一点
有你的安慰 悲伤全消失不见
没有泪水 就能少了一些厌倦
都因为你 我才看得见 我的完美

OMG OMG OMG~


when i open my facebook, i click on the notification and i see many photo tagged..guess what..my cousin upload those photos that we taken in KOREA 7 years back..big different?haha..
just i had those feeling back when i saw those photos..many memories run around my mind rite now...im missing those moment in korea..haiz..
feel like goin again..hehe..

anyway,thanks for the photos couzie~ (:

missing u boyfriend~

除了你之外的依赖 还有谁能教我勇敢~

great surprise for sheena again..

this time really a surprise..haha..im so so lazy wanna type la..
lets the pictures talk ya...

sorry for my laziness :/

the birthday gal-sheena

being force??of cos not~

i love it so much!! (:

the four of us~

susin
me and cerd..
with the cupcakes~

sis jo snap this when im eating my cupcake..
haha XD


this is the fail posing XD

finally got the final post~

p/s : really surprised sheena,,XD
p/s : succesful plan..wahaha

not to forget..
ss with camera XD

miss boyfriend much oh~

im sick ):

boyfriend, mana u?

gather with besties again~

had lunch with sheena and angeline~
dunno where to have lunch then at the end we headed to fruity..so damn long didnt been there d..after that, went sheena's house to lepak..since angeline said she wanna do her ASSIGNMENTS there..mana tau, she do awhile den sleep..haha..all influenced by me..cause im having a very BAD HEADACHE since afternoon..and now (at night) also having the HEADACHE..very suffer lar...how ah?need go see doctor anot?haiz..time reached a??issit??hmm?

trying a BBQ STEAMBOAT at bandar baru klang..hmm..quite ok lar..but i didnt ate much cause not feeling well..haiz..and the best part is cerdwin is caught the live prawn...yea..is LIVE PRAWN..and we put them into the wok when they are alive...is kinda fun lor..enjoying that moment...haha...the prawn is jumping lor..so geli...we were there for 2 hours..ate alot there..tomorrow should have sexy voice..haha...









planned celebrate sheena's burfday which was yesterday..haha..bought a mooncake as her burfday cake...and scarf for her since she say she gonna leave to australia..but haven confirm yet..lol...took lots of funny pictures there...



really had fun with u guys, but im having headache ):
next gathering, sat (oct 3)
see u guys again (:

rindu kat u tau~

说好了 不要再吵架好么？
说好了 不要再生气了好么？
说好了 不要再讨厌了好么？


说好了 不要再说那句......分手吧好么？


说好了 不要再放手 不可以耍赖。

jus back from petaling street..

daddy suddenly think of goin there..i was shocked about it..normally he will say KL very jam la..this la that la..but today he didnt..he somemore ask us wanna go there anot...so went there for window shopping...nothing much to buy..just went for walk..

i bought a shirt which is purple in colour..no photo to let u all see..mayb tomorrow goin again...this time not with my daddy..with my aunt and cousins..mayb oni la...not yet confirm..anyone please ask me out..im so so bored in the house..i'd been in the house the whole day today..kinda bored...haiz...

anyone, ask me out...LOL..
i wanna go sing k..so long didnt sing k d..wanna sing to release my stress and unhappiness..not having a good mood these days..i wanna sing k...anyone??

i just dont get u~
what i say u also dun believe..
im missing you.
i love you,
do you believe??
haiz :(

I HATE YOU, IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!

im not talking to you anymore..
stop finding me and contact me..
i will never answer you..
our friendship ends here...
from now on you are not my friend anymore..
fuck off la you, idiot!!!
no meaning to continue this friendship with you..

emo-ing this holiday..

what is this?

dun have the mood to do everything as mayb have some 'MISUNDERSTANDING'..i dun really know what they heard from him..but i know what myself heard of it..things made me feel so so frustrated...haiz..


well, not a successful plan as in some 'MISUNDERSTANDING' that i mention above..feel so so sad bout it..im so so pissed off..
to say the truth, im not really enjoying..im not really happy with it..i feel so so angry and i dunno how to expressed out but i ask myself to calm down and give them a smile...i know is a fake smile...

did i do something wrong makes u feel that im the bad one?i did think for u but how about others?do they really think for u?they can jus ignore u if u r not there...but, i didnt..i really didnt..im so so down knowing that u r not with us...haiz..even my tears drop down..=(

i hate myself..
im such a failure..
im useless..

thats true..
im always fails to do something..
im always fails to make people around me happy..
haiz..

i did think of suicide~

im sorry if i make u unhappy~
i dunno what u had heard from them~
but i really thinks of u~
i miss u~
i love u~

黑色笑靥掉了 雪白眼泪掉了

该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了

瞳孔没有颜色 结了冰的长河

回忆是最可怕的敌人

故事情节掉了 主角对白掉了

该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了

胸口没有快乐 断了翅的白鸽

不枯萎的藉口全掉了~


사랑해요~

im so sorry for my stubborn-ness just now..
im really sorry..
u have know it earlier the reason why i don't wan't to go in..
i know i've made u unhappy just now..
im unhappy also..
im really sorry..

haiz~

i wan u to be happy..
if theres anything not satisfy jus tel me~
i love u~

im so so down now...haiz..things make me feel down...




im sorry that im not good in comforting you when u r down...i really hope u will be alright..

no matter wat I'll always be there for you...love you boyf...

what is this?


LOL..


t10 test tmr and im here blogging..
i dont have the mood to study right now..
not the time to study now..


i'll study tmr morning perhaps...LOL...
depends on me whether can wake up early anot...kaka

boyf got new wife d~
just got it few days ago~
he's into her now~
omg~

wanna watch lots of movie..
i've been waiting to watch movies...
hehe...
but




when???

tomorrow have loooong day class...
its sunday wei...
my sunday just like weekdays...
so sien...
aiksss~

boyf is getting his new phone today...he's very very happy..

see him happy i oso happy...great~

i miss u much~

M.O.S again~



this time i didnt drink much lor..
i really drink a little oni..
dun have the mood to drink...

me and boyfriend

im not so happy yesterday as something makes me feels so on FIRE..im not goin to tel that something here..cos im dun feel like things will change if i tell it here...it gonna be the same...im really hate it...i try not to hate it, but i cant...is not the first time it happens..im wonder is there any gap between us?im really hope there is no gap..just dont dare to think about it..feel frustrated when i think about it..haiz..

im missing u~
we r so far apart now~
u at hometown~
miss u alot..=(

for my dearest couzie, eryen

all the best for ur exam tomorrow..
u can make it to the max..
aaron yan will support u de oh..hehe..
study hard and smart..
just chiong for this 3 days den u can be free d...
gambateh~ hwaiting~

有新朋友 就忘了旧朋友~
我最讨厌这种人~

多数的人都会这样~
我没说我不是其中一个~
但在我身边的人，每个都是这样的。。
我不想要很多，只想跟你们保持联络~


u all can ignore what im saying..
im just crapping around..since im bored in studying~
arghh~

im missing the boyf much~
wish to see him every moments~
cheers ling~
everything will b alrite~

happy burfday cat~

random celebration for her..we were so sorry for that..cos i know is pt week..and everyone is busy with their revision..therefore, jus a simple celebration for u..hope u don mind ya..
and again..wish ya happy burfday and hopes all ur dream comes true..all the best in ur exam yea...





next next, gan jiong part..went ONE WORLD HOTEL to see SS501...wee~so happy eh can see them sure near and clear..too bad i got signature from Kim Kyu-Jong but not heo young saeng...haiz..but i get to see them in such a nice view...feel so happy eh..luckily today's event not like last time FT Island...FT Island one i dun get signature from them...jus get to see them from far...haiz..and also their concert...they suddenly cancel without any notice...everyone was so disappointed with them.. =(






forget bout it...hehe...this is the first time i see korean artist in such a close distance...haha...really happy with that..no regret for going...hehe

overall, tiring day...
just a short and simple update~

missing the boyf already~
love u loads~

一个人躲在角落 笑又不是 哭又不是~


我没有哪个勇气去面对~
我不是你想像的那么勇敢~




我爱你~



我到底在怕什么？

nothing much to update this time..currently no mood for blogging..i duno why..hmmm..

well,things comes and goes..problems comes and goes..dats wat i'd been through this one week...feeling uneasy these days..mayb im not having a good sleep and good rest...not even have meals regularly...hmm..

and here comes the entertainment from my besties..went for dim sum at KEC on the saturday morning as we planned earlier..and tot of going to college for the moral studies thingy after dat...but so bad luck..car broke down..haiz...therefore cant make it to college...sorry jimuis...as usual we had our camwhore session..here's there pics we took..





after that,went for a movie to cheer myself up with besties...hmm..we watched i love u, beth copper...em..ntg much to say bout this movie..is kinda boring and i duno wats happening in this movie..im just emo-ing around the cinema and of cos i did laugh when there's a funny part..but myself still feel very down..haiz..



after movie,we went to eng ann to had our lunch since cerd wants to eat asam laksa so much...hmmm...but the dim sum just eaten in the morning haven been digest yet..therefore we ate abit oni...haha...camwhore session again..XD






next, we headed to sheena's house as we randomly planned wanna go for a jog in the park near her house...so, we lepak in her house awhile den we went for jog..haha...basically not really jog there but we camwhore there..haha...we become christin's model for the day..we pose and pose and pose...haha....










lastly,but not the least, we went pasar malam..haha..ntg much to buy but we went for jalan jalan la....after dat balik rumah lor...


p/s : having a great day besties~
p/s : thx christin for the pics~
p/s : jimuis,sorry for nt going to college =/

missing the boyf~
wanna see him~
love him loads~