grandma is coming back from europe on the 29th april...
happy to see her since she were away for almost 3 weeks...
i'm waiting for the souvenir...
still wondering what she will buy for me...
or mayb she wont..
who knows...lol
hope that she is having fun there..
looking forward on 29th april...XD

at last i made it~
fully let go everything~
nw wanna chiong for my study~
finals is just around~
should i or shouldn't i??

happy birthday to wai hoh~

we went to celebrate his burfday at Aeon GREENBOX....mei sze and ke li came all the way from subang to celebrate his burfday...how surprised is it...but too bad...our surprise was not succesful..kz accidentally told him that mei sze and ke li is coming down to klang...but nvm..we din blame him...haha...i reached there quite late as everyone were there d...i'm so paiseh..haha...but still i'm there...lol..sang some songs lor..after that some of them went back d...so we continue to sing...funny part :

jeremy : i dont want a boyfriend, i need a real man...

dats what jeremy sing..haha...damn funny wei...everyone was laughing...lol..sorry jeremy..i was just joking...hmm..we continue to sing lor...really has fun there..before we leave, i sang EVERY HEART by Boa..nice song...luckily have lyric there if not i really dunno how to sing....lol..now let the pics to speak...



the birthday boy...pok pok chui =D



after that heading to boston to have our dinner..keng gai at there...hmm...then, went back lor..lol...


p/s : sorry to mei sze, ke li and catherine..make u all worry..=/ sorry...
p/s : look forward for the next outing..=)
p/s : have to study ler =/

-爱是自私的-

25 april 2009


6 hours of T5 makes me tired and sleepy..slept late the night before..and woke up early today..slept at 3am..the fourth time in my life...LOL..have LG meeting from 930pm to 3am...dats y i slept late..haha..and very hard for catherine to on9 till so late wei...i was surprise she on9 til 3am...see this...3AM...haha...really unbelievable!!!really had fun chatting inside there..finally i release everything out...feel very release now...hope i'll be happier without U!!!!


after T5 class..went to YUen for STEAMBOAT...long time din eat steamboat ler..14 of us were there for steamboat EXCEPT for mr aaron...he ffk us...but cant blame him too...his parents ask him to follow them...i use to tel my father that i long time din eat steamboat ler...but today i go to makan with my friends...really have fun with them...damn funny part is the chicken wing part...everyone use to 'rebut' the chicken wings...and our representive is kaohao...he very good in 'rebut-ing' chicken wings with others...haha...he is the best!!!!!well well...i ate alot of ICE-CREAMS!!!it makes me cough again...cant blame the ice cream..is my fault...cant control..lol...i didnt eat much cos i'm really full..hmm...my fren eats alot....took lots of funny pics there..i'll upload when i transfer it to my com from camera...now kinda lazy wanna transfer...

after the steamboat, we went for snooker...i forget what the place called d...nvm..who cares...lol...seriously, finally i get to know how to play d...haha...thx to kz,kh,wh,wk...u all teach me...=)..u all r the best...but sometimes i still will 'sat sao'...hehe..but at least i learn...hmm...keli also learn how to play le...next time go play pool....lol..i'm waiting for the next outing...












*all the pics so damn blur..cant really post here...so i decided to post a few here..
*next outing-sing k..dunno when..lol..
p/s : i love MYSELF!!XD
p/s : i love u all too^^
p/s : fakers are everywhere..better be careful..



hates those fakers..u should know who i mean~
disappointed with u~

-爱是自私的-

OMG!!!!!
its 2am already...
and i'm not sleeping yet..
chatting there...
tmr still have t5 class..
sienz...
after dat can enjoy ler...
woohoo!!!!

-爱是自私的-

my feelings is pack of misunderstandings??
really ma??

-爱是自私的-

Before everything else,

getting ready is the secret of success.
by Henry Ford

finally i almost get to put down everything...although i still hates both of them...but nothing i can do...just have to let it b...thats what all my frens say to me...i don think they feels guilty or something else..they can do anything just to get what they wants...even from their frens...she betrays their fren just to get something...is this call fren??although he say he feels sad o wat...i don give a damn...dats all fake one...not true at all..again...NOT TRUE!!!!!!

thx to sheena who willing to be my hear whenever i need someone to talk to...she even borrow me her shoulder when my tears drop...she is a fren of mine for 12 years...really a long friendship...but i wont forget the others too...although not s long s her...but i'll remember the days we together...i really wont forget the moment we had together...the memories...=p


p/s : everyone, jus to advice u all..don ever trust the person who treats u good...they might have other reason or motive...just bear in mind...i'm not joking..

p/s : i love myself XD
i hates them..argh!!!

no more movies with him after mock =(

-爱是自私的-

Motivation is what gets you started.
Habit is what keeps you going.
by Jim Rohn

mockie mockie mockie~

everyone is preparing for mock exam~
so do i..haha..
gambateh everyone~
=)

-爱是自私的-

i hate LIARS~
BETRAYERS~
dun ever trust the person who treats u SUPER GOOD~
if u do so, u'll know what he/she did to u~
my advise to u ppl~

-爱是自私的-

我很讨厌你~
我那么相信你~
你却骗我~
一次又一次的伤害我~
我不会再理你了~
我也不会再相信你了~
永远都不会~

-爱是自私的-

我比昨天好很多了~
谢谢你们的关心~
我很开心因为有你们关心~
这样会让我跟坚强~
真的很想谢谢每一个你~
让我想通了~

得别要谢谢你~
是你安慰我~
是你帮我解决~
真的很谢谢你~

虽然我今天哭了~
但我觉得很舒服~
哭了出来真的可以让自己轻松~
谢谢你~
让我懂得爱自己~

-爱是自私的-

这次算我失败~
没人会明白我的感受~
就算明白又怎样~
都不能帮到什么~
就让我自己感受这一切吧~


不晓得明天的我会是如何~
但我希望自己能赶快好起来~


爱情不一定天长地久~
只能够曾经拥有~

that kind of feeling~
i finally understand how it feels~
so sorry that i hurt those people before this~
i'm really sorry~

everything just ended like this...
i dun expect it to happen..
i dun even want this to happen...
but~what to do..we cant control or stop them not to happen...
u cant even escape..
all u have to do is FACE IT!!!
its the FACT...we cant ignore THEM!!!!

i really appreciate the moment~
i wont forget anything~
words u talk to me~
i'll still love u~
i miss u~
T.T

cough cough cough....
cough the whole day..
cant get to find any medicine in my house...
haiz...=(

OMG!!!
havin FLU, COUGH, SORE THROAT...
cham!!!!

Self confidence
is the first requisite to great undertakings.
Self-trust is the first secret of success.

these days keep raining oni...jus like yesterday..having a long day class...after class went for dinner with classmates at pyramid..we went kim gary...and know what..i saw someone there..but i was not surprise to see them there...cause i dun really admired them...lol..hmm..after dinner we went for a walk a while then went back lo...

i got to drive waja yesterday..cause wh say waja used to speed de...so i told him that i wanna try to drive..hehe...he let me drive...fetch ke li back home...then, change driver..i become the passenger after that...haha...he drive me back and i sleep in the car...haha..i dunno y i like to sleep in car whenever i'm nt driving..hmm...

reach home at bout 9pm..then sheena called out for yamcha...so about 10pm sheena reach my house...meet wh and kz and adrian..talk talk talk den went back around 12am...reach home around 12.20am...den on9 til 230am..between that chat v sheena..and talk to her my feelings...and then i c****...i dunno y i wil c****...hmmm...nothing to write d..i'll stop here...

signing off~

It's not the events of our lives that shape us,
but our beliefs as to what those events mean.
by Anthony Robbins



i have lots of things to blog...but i just lazy wanna type...
so no updates for u all to see....
sorry..
not in a really good mood nowadays..
i just hope that u know how i feels..

signing off~

Health is the first muse,
and sleep is the condition to produce it.

the mood started again..i really had insomnia these few days...i dunno what happen to me..everyday stomach not feeling very well...not having pms, not gastric too...dunno whats the reason makes my stomach not feeling so well..i would be ok sometimes..

really enjoy today but tired...hand so pain mayb is because long time didnt play le..=( just play the 1st round then started to pain le...but i just didnt tell anyone cause i still wanna play...woahaha...when i was playing keli and kee lee saw my hand was shivering...lol..after the game ended, they ask me not to play 1st..ask me to have a rest...i wont the 1st game lei..haha..but i didnt hit much...all also he hit de...hehe..but in the 2nd game we lose...=( but nvm...at least i got to play with him..lol...i really enjoy it..=) next time i still wanna join yea...remember to invite me...^^

i know is a short update...i have lots of things to update but i just lazy to do it....haha..so i just simply write something la...don't always call me update...i need to study ler....lol...no picture for this post..i didnt took any pictures today..


p/s : i love myself...XD
i miss that person alot..lolx

i have nothing better to do...simply put a photo to represent my mood...
its a bad day today...
i have no comment on it....
signing off..

The best thing about the past is that it's over.
The best thing about the future is that it's yet to come.
The best thing about the present is that it's here now.

just feel like updating my blog before i leave the house to college....actually i have nothing to write...just simply crap here....yesterday sleep quite late...bout 3am...haha..what i do??hmmm...not online,not watching tv, not playing games..what i do??haha..i oso dunno...just dont ask me what i did yesterday kay....

imma going college to study t5...the paper which i did badly for the past six months...and now u have to be more hardworking...i need to understand more bout it...i dun wanna let anyone down especially my parents...gonna study t5 then attend csb class at 630pm...i really need motivations to stay with me all the time so that i can study more and more...haha...

hmm...i dunno what am i here to crap....just ignore it people....is just a crapping here...cause i have nothing better to do....so i'm signing off now....goona go college soon...will update soon....

p/s : miss the person alot...=)

To solve any problem, here are three questions to ask yourself:
First, what could I do?
Second, what could I read?
And third, who could I ask?

problems
problems
problems
problems
problems

problems are here again...is like the am problem come in the same time...i dunno hw to manage it...i must settle it by myself as soon as possible...but i dunno how to start and where to start....how oni i can settle this problems..i feel very fan bout it d...haiz..

and mock is around two weeks time...this is the time for me to study for mock...i dun wanna get barred from any lecturers...i dun wan it to happen....motivation???where r u???come find me...i'm here waitin for u.....come come come......

Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us.

There is no easy walk to freedom anywhere,

and many of us will have to pass through the valley of the shadow of death again and again before we reach the mountaintop of our desires.

everytime i go grandma house sure will sleep there...i dunno y like dat..den i went to my grandma room to sleep...after not long my aunt and couz came in and disturb me..dun wanna let me sleep...haiz...so i terpaksa wake up..cant sleep le..then, my mum suddenly think of the kimono that my couz brought from japan...we very desperate to see and wear it...so mum ask me to wear it...its nice lo...i become their model of the day and took some photo of me in kimono....





i jus wanna thx to my couz for borrowing me to wear for few minutes...i feel satisfy with it le..thx alot gal....and the next target...korean traditional custome!!!!!!i'm waiting for u!!!!!!!lolx..

just feel like writing something now..
grandma and aunties are flying at 3am later...
i think they have arrived at air port..
where they travel??
let me tell u..
they go greece to find my gandma's sister there...
i think there is a good place..
hope u all enjoy ya..
take carez...
cya on 28 april....

A real decision is measured by the fact that you've taken a new action.
If there's no action, you haven't truly decided.

yesterday fall asleep again and i can really sleep again...haha...is a good thing rite??yesterday study half way den fall asleep with my room's light on, tv on...at the end my mum come to my room and spot check me whether i still online anot...but too bad..i offline earlier d...then she help me off light, take out my spec and off the tv for me...thx mummy...

wake up at 7am today cause have exam at 9am-11am...den continue class til 6pm..its another tiring day rite...even saturdays also have class....hmmm...today i didnt drive to college...cause my car go for service...then wai hoh say he gonna fetch me..haha...thx alot yea..next sat also u fetch la kay???i wanna sleep in the car...plus i lazy to drive....lol...

i went back early today...didnt stay till 6pm cause i feel tired...just feel very sorry to mr jack...hope he knows we all feel la...reach home around 15 minutes like dat..haha...actually i have one photo i took jus nw..i wan to post it but scare my fren will angry...i curi curi take his pic when he didnt realize...haha...at last i make decision not to post it up here....i'm a good gal..wont simply post people's photo...lol...

actually i'm the good driver kay....wai hoh say i'm not a good driver....haiz...i much more better than him lor...he drive a...not bad la....i'm better..wahaha...i wont simply cut de lo....lol....

i have no idea what to write somemore...so, i'll stop here...will update when i have things to post..:p

i manage to sleep tight on thursday nite...what a shock...haha
i fall asleep at 1230am while waiting for messages from my fren..
at last also sleep le..cant feel the vibration of my mobile phone when incoming call...
that nite really can sleep..but the next day, i feel sleepy le...i'm driving while i'm sleepy...its dangerous rite??but still i manage to reach college safely...so no worries of my driving skill...i'm a good driver..a driver that does not speed...haha...who trust it??i think no one will trust it...

just a simple update while not having mood to study my t5...
i'll continue after i have post this..
gambateh!!!!!

jolyne really freaks out with MSN...
keep DISCONNECT!!!!
DUNNO WHAT HAPPEN TO IT..
ARGHHH!!!!
IT MAKES ME NO MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Action may not always bring happiness,
but there is no happiness without action.

somehow jus feel like updating..but i dunno what to crap here...hmm..okay..i know what to crap here d..

i didnt have a good rest these days..i dunno why...everyday go for class also headache...i always insomnia...how to cure this insomnia??who can tell me??my emo-ing mood is here again..dont ask me y...i dunno why actually..so i cant even answer ur question...haiz...

today is april fool day..did u all ppl been trick by ur friends??i think some of u have been trick rite...so do i...haha....

today is peili's burfday...happy burfday to her....
not to forget is also my cousin's burfday...she now at japan ..so nice huh...she go for vacation..i''m waiting for her souvenir from JAPAN...haha...

is just a short update since i dunno wat to put in somemore..hmm..
so i'll stop here...

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!